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20090902健志於日本東京醫大演講


2009於太平洋會議

這陣子整個家族陷入了低迷的現狀況
敬愛的健志突然的逝去讓我們措手不及
每個人除了自責想念傷心沒有別它
昨日來我們連絡了好多親朋好友和健志的好友
包括他以前常掛在嘴邊的眾美女軍團
好多人至今還不相信這件事
我們在新家附近租了一塊大空地當成這次喪禮堂
晚上我去看過整個喪禮堂看起來高貴但又不失平易高雅
就像健志給人的所有感覺
2日前二哥伯衛和mina和龍崎san領著健志和他生前最常帶在身邊的東西回到台灣
父親常告訴我們家族事業越大越好
當然錢也不嫌多越多代表我們家族的下一代所受的教育和生活環境會更高
所以對我們一家人來講time is money!
但那日我們一大早就到機場等候
平常讓我們多等一秒我們都會覺得浪費我們的時間
但那天我們希望慢一點看到
不是不想看而已怕自己看了會克制不了
那天我才體會到想哭確又要忍著不哭的感受是很堅難的
這次我請培心阿姨帶著marianne也一起回來
我和MINA原本想讓marianne明年見見健志
沒想到這個心願會就此停止
現在只剩下大哥一家在後天會從瑞士趕回來
平常工作居住不一樣所以不常相聚在一起
沒想到這次的相聚是因這種惡耗
想想真是傷心

2003倫敦一齣歌舞戲"悲慘世界"裡面的一首一直是我們的最愛

I Had A Dream
(Footprint)
One night I dreamed a dream.

I was walking along the beach with my Lord.

Across the dark sky flashed scenes from my life.

For each scence, I noticed two sets

of footprints in the sand,

one belonging to me

and one to my Lord.

When the last scene of my life shot before me

I looked back at the footprints in the sand.

There was only one set of footprints.

I realized that this was at the lowest

and saddest times of my life.

This always bothered me

and I questioned the Lord

about my dilemma.

"Lord, you told me when i decided to follow You,

You would walk and talk with me all the way.

But I’m aware that during the most troublesome

times of my life there is only one set of footprints.

I just don’t understand why, when I needed You most,

You leave me."

He whispered, "My precious child,

I love you and will never leave you

never, ever, during your trials and testings.

When you saw only one set of footprints

it was then that i carried you."

by Margaret Fishback Powers